Wednesday, June 29, 2005
in the middle of my exams now, tml is the last paper.
ugh i dun feel so well now, the past few days have been feeling very tired
stomach giving me problems now and then
could it be the stress causing erratic bowel movements
ai econs was ok, section b was a killer, asking about uk exchange rate
ugh hope can get d i happy liao, mcq quite ok lar , but still cant do those multiplier questions
hist earlier in the week was rushed, time just ticks by while u struggle to write as much,
race against time takes a literal meaning
hm history pass can liao, bonus if can get d
just wanted to post this lyrics,
aiyar i think most pple in sg have heard it by now
black eyed peas "dont phunk with my hear'
haha it guess it deals with courtship and being in love, what lengths one will go to just to chase a girl
for all couples out there, this is for ya
and for hopeful singles like me to find a partner
lolz
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart(Yeah)
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
Girl, you know you got me, got me
With your pistol shot me, shot me
And I'm here helplessly
In love and nothing can stop me
You can't stop me cause once I start it
Can't return me cause once you bought it
I'm coming baby, don't got it (don't make me wait)
So let's be about it
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
Baby, have some trustin', trustin'
When I come in lustin', lustin'
Cause I bring you that comfort
I ain't only here cause I want ya body
I want your mind too
Interestin's what I find you
And I'm interested in the long haul
Come on girl (yee-haw)
(
come on)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
Girl, you had me, once you kissed me
My love for you is not iffy
I always want you with me
I'll play Bobby and you'll play Whitney
If you smoke, I'll smoke too
That's how much I'm in love with you
Crazy is what crazy doCrazy in love, I'm a crazy fool
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
Why are you so insecure
When you got passion and love her
You always claimin' I'm a cheater
Think I'd up and go leave ya
For another seáorita
You forgot that I need ya
You must've caught amnesia
That's why you don't believe
(uh, yeah, check it out)
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby
Baby girl, you make me feel
You know you make me feel so real
I love you more than sex appeal
(Cause you're)
That-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl [5x]
[overlapping]No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
That-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl
That-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby) [4x]
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby
11:11:00 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
looking at photos invokes emotions in u. Most of the time, it makes u feel nostalgic when u c urself smiling and grinning with those close to you.
The picture takes u back in time
Most of the time, u smile when u take a pic, why
so that u remember the good and fun things that happen
after all who likes to be reminded of bad things.
which reminds me, i kinda regret destroying 2 photos i had earlier this year in a fit of fury.
after all it is one of the few pics taken during the past one and half years.
12:41:00 AM
Monday, June 20, 2005
...............
6 days more to the first paper, shitz, still got a lot to study and i am still in holiday mood.
now there is officially less than 8 days before i can kiss the june holidays good bye
and its back to
skool
not something that i am looking foward to.
the past few went out a few times, watched batman begins and mr and mrs smith, both are kinda nice, somehow batman is kinda dark, sad at times . Mr and mrs smith lets u c marriage in a different perspective though it is extremely unlikely to have two spies living together as husband and wife. Angelina jolie is hot man, no joke, haha , shes the sexiest woman as voted by FHM readers all over the world. haha , dangerous curves and kickass attitude to boot.
Haha the perception of a woman being sexy is subjective and varies widely
Argh there are a lot of things i wanna say, but now its kinda hard to say
haha
nowadays so much attention is based on looks ,after all a hot chick sends guys adredeline pumping >> human instinct to go after the prettiest girl around?
What about character?
well i dunno
i shouldnt be bothering about this stuff
Argh as u can c, my thoughts are all over the place
if it doenst make sense , i wont be suprised
enough
reading fhm and maxim is good for pleasure but wont help u in ur studies
This i find 100% true.
12:11:00 AM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
well i did this twice and ended up with the same results. Sianz, i wanna have yoda's or anakins pic instead of this old man.
 | You scored as Form II: Makashi. After Form I's proliferation as a saber combat technique, Form II or "Way of the Ysalamiri," came about as a means of lightsaber-to-lightsaber combat. It is described as being very elegant, powerful, and requiring extreme precision. The blade manipulation required for this form is very refined and requires much focus, but the results are extremely powerful.
Count Dooku, from Star Wars: Attack of the Clones, has mastered Form II to the highest degree, fighting with the precision built into the ancient technique.
Form II: Makashi | | 83% | Form IV: Ataru | | 83% | Form V: Shien | | 67% | Form VI: Niman | | 67% | Form VII: Juyo/ Vaapaad | | 67% | Form III: Soresu | | 50% |
Which Lightsaber form would you use?
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1:10:00 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
i shouldnt be blogging now, i should be trying to sleep so that i can wake up before 11 so that i can possibly squeeze in more study time than i am doing now which is barely 1/8 of 24 hours...........
lets c as of now its thursday and erm 9 days to history
my hist notes? i havent dug them out and blown off the dust gathered.
That is not a good thing
GOtta start hist by hook or crook by tml or something
sianz
ugh wau lau, holidays past real fast man, its no joke, as i type this another precious 5 mins of holidays go by
and i was just feeling as if i just finished gp paper almost 3 weeks ago...........
hm i bought a vcd 3 weeks ago and i havent even watched it
i realise i cant live without the comp, everyday need to come and surf around
man has become a slave to technology
that was meant to give us more free time
but ironically we are mesmerized by it
and spend hours dwelling with technology
oh talking about tech, hps are evolving at hyper pace, now got 2 megapixel phones already, 3g phones still in infancy, hm maybe 3 years from now i'll get a new camera/gizmo loaded phone, yeah
i want to sit down at the beach just sitting down and doing nothing, staring at the waxes and feeling the breeze, utter bliss, the serenity of calmness that soothes u and makes u feel tranquil.
But doing by yourself seems kinda lonely, wouldnt it be romantic if ur gf/bf was lying on ur shoulders and ur sat up all nite talking about heartfelt secrets and express affection for one another under the moonlit sky with the twinkling stars and no one to bother u. U feel in utopia i guess, then as the sunrises ure watch in awe as the brightness shines over the horizon hinting of a bright new day to come.
haha just some random thoughts
12:43:00 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
just some lyrics
u noe when u look through other pples blog and u see happy pics of them with frens being totally relaxed and contented in knowing that they were truly enjoying themselves, it brings out some sort of emotion. good for them that they noe how to enjoy and unwind.
For me.......... i seldom take pics, hah i shall dwell animore into it
Emptyness at times..................... i sometimes find revision and studying to be a good distraction, it takes things of my mind, things that creep into my head at nite.
For some reason i am still having weird dreams at nite..
the only good thing that happened this week was i got to eat indonesian bbq chicken with joel at ps at nite, wanted to catch mr and mrs smith but tickets all sold out , i checked both lido and ps , sianz, lido queue for almost 30 mins and then u find out seats are taken ..bleahz
cool stuff at the arcade at ps, nice to see pple outracing one another at midnight tune 2, haha street racing on the highway with kickass loud music.
studying is on the way but at the rate i am going, i dunno whether i can finish or not.
U2- city of blinding lights
The more you see the less you know The less you find out as you grow I knew much more then than I do nowNeon heart, day-glow eyes
The city lit by fireflies
They're advertising in the skies
And people like us
And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground
Oh you look so beautiful tonight...
Don't think before you laugh Look ugly in a photograph Flash bulbs, purple irises the camera can't see I've seen you walk unafraid
I've seen you in the clothes you've made
Can you see the beauty inside of me?
What happened to the beauty I had inside of me?
And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground
Oh you look so beautiful tonight...tonight
In the city of blinding lights
Time...time....time...won't leave me as I am
But time won't take the boy out of this man
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
11:31:00 PM
End of me
Thursday, June 09, 2005
wow nice song, i like this song, so poweful the lyrics, again it deals with love. Hah so mani songs deal with love and relationships.
for some reason i aint sleeping well animore, too much thoughts in my mind when i sleep, have had a couple of weird dreams over the past few nites. and my body clock has shifted resulting in normal bed time close to 2 and me waking up around noon which is not productive.
havent been doing much, havent met anyone this entire week.........
studying has started but its hard to sustain
lifes a routine
Well sometimes its better that way, i dunno, i dun really like to change, it takes a while to adapt to a new environment
well maybe its just me and the mentality
Well dun want to think about that
Holidays
for some its utter bliss
others the facade of a tranquil peace
that is shattered by the harsh realities of school in teens context
some are in utter utopia shielded by emotions and being loved by that specialperson
others find comfort confiding in frens
argh my attempts to be philosiphical are off tangent. i shall stop for now
Marion Raven -End of me
Hey
Stay with me
As I'm getting naked
Stripped down to the bone
Hey
I'm afraid
This could get ugly
And I might leave here alone
This is not a mistake
It's the dawn of a new day
Anything goes from now
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me
Hey
Talk to me
Don't play me with your silence
Whisper it in my mouth
Cause this is not about hate
It's the start of a new way
Anything goes from now
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me
This is not a mistake
It's the dawn of a new day
Hey, this is not a mistake
Stay with me
Hey
Stay with me
As I'm getting naked
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me
The end of me
Yeah...
10:39:00 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
if u have noticed, it seems that songs that dominate the charts deal with issues like loneliness, sadness, frustration, teen agnst in particular, anything that adds on the ordeals on a journey called life that seems overwhelming with no hope but u got to lan lan suck thumb and continue.
Akon - Lonely
Lonely im so lonely,I have nobody,To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl
whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
I'm so lonely so lonely,Im mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlCant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobody to call my ownTo call my own to call my own girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlBeen all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
lyrics are incomplete cos its damn troublesome to manually paste them line by line cos for some reason it jumbles up in one para
argh i am off to sleep.
SIanz
12:57:00 AM
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Friday, June 03, 2005
When will love be immortal
and truth be pure and free
This is my odysse
Well its the end of the first week of the holidays and i havent started studying.
IN fact the last time i seriously studied was like in oct last years for the promos
havent gotten down to serious working attitude even though i urgently need it
i push studies to one corner
Lets c what did i do
2 days of extra lessons in school
5 hours total out of one week spent with frens out of 7 days.......
countless hours of slacking , doing nothing productive
occassional exercising to prevent accumulation of fats
the feeling of lousiness that just bites u in the balls and wont let go
okay it fluctuates, when u got pple to share ur feelings and just chill, it magically dissappears for the moment, when u are back by yourself it creeps back
Now that i think about it, most of my june holidays have been the same , routine, whatever lahIn anicase, i have to try to make the most out of itcos after june, theres no break ughvomits blood
11:12:00 PM
